#wonder whatll happen then. so morbidly curious
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Everytime my dad remembers he exists i stop feeling anxiety and get more excited for college to start
#oh to get out of this fucking house#i love having a helicopter parent and having to hide any possible negativity i may feel about that otherwise i am an ungrateful demon.#so cool. so radical and slay. i am not an adult with autonomy i am eternally 10 years old and must not leave the eyes of my parents Or Else#im not independent! i dont do anything important! i dont deserve respect! i am simply a child who mustnt feel any emotion about this haha!#th fucking lengths this goes to. my dad looking at people in horror when they ask if im gonna be in a dorm or not#noooo thatd be crazy. how can i leave out from under the thumb of my parents? thatd mean i have crazy things like autonomy LOL#will allll be fine. will alllll be fine i need . to get through december. and then i can go be insane on college premises.#in theory i could even work in the art labs and work on personal stuff while im there.#'i want you to come straight home after classes are done you dont need to be there any longer than you have to be' uhhh huh mmmhm yeah ok#tooootally lolllll#one of these days my dad is gonna get mad at me again and turn off my internet and then ill miss my one online class ill have#wonder whatll happen then. so morbidly curious#vent
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